Ok, so I have been wanting to someday have my photo taken pin-up girl style! I think it’s sexy 😉 I have a friend who does photography and her whole gig is pin-up! She can do the hair, make-up, wardrobe, etc. So for my 30th birthday that will be my gift to myself. Here are some poses I like, but of course I’d have to do a little country theme.
If I can’t do pin-up (which none of the pin-ups were ever stick skinny anyways) I still want photos taken. I am doing my best to stay strong and not give in to temptation. It’s going to be day 4 tomorrow and I am super stoked about that!! I feel that writing this blog is going to help me. Even though I only have a 1 follower, it doesn’t matter. Because I know people still read it! I’m hoping to get more encouraging words as days go by, but if not it won’t make me quit!
So many people are afraid of what other people think or feel that what others think matters. It really doesn’t! The only times that you need to impress people is during a job interview. Other than that, no one can judge you! I used to be the person who would criticize others and make fun, but now that I am older and have had an eclectic group of people enter and exit my life. I’ve learned almost every personality there is! I can read people very well and make friends easily. It’s keeping them that’s the problem. Life is too short to sweat the small shit. That’s why I don’t care anymore about anything but making my life the way I want it. I used to try to please everyone, and forgot to please myself! I’m taking back control of my life and making sure no one gets in my way anymore.
This blog is going to be my only go to for help and encouragement. I deleted my facebook about 4 months ago? I don’t even remember it feels so long ago. I did it for privacy and because I was on it too much, playing games, and reading about other peoples great lives. It was making me depressed. So I had to nip that in the bud and get over it.
Anyway I’m getting sleepy now. I will weigh-in next week and post my start weight with it. Might take another photo, but I will probably wait until day 15 of Insanity to show my next “nikki in the flesh” post.